Upward Spiralling
It’s true … I feel myself immersed in an upward spiral.
Upward Spiral - I feel the influx of energy of this upward spiral and my quiet hesitation to release myself into the inevitable influx.
Upward Spiral - I feel EVERYTHING coming back to me - for the Hands of the Divine are capable of retrieving ANYTHING.
Upward Spiral - I feel myself detaching from the ‘outer-works’ and attaching to the vessel of my newly realized frequency - which in short, makes me feel like I am being WELCOMED HOME once more!
Upward Spiral - I am stabilizing this new frequency within myself; allowing myself to rest into the HOME of my NEW VESSEL.
Frequency
I feel a sense of Calm - no longer feeling like I am carrying the World and all of its people in my Internal World.
I am realizing the unique nature of my frequencies as I make my Way back to them.
One such frequency - is the lightness with which I connect to the World; a concoction of detachment; lightness and warmth - natural - it feels natural and free to me; effortless.
It’s kind of like feeling Your Presence - everything is there with you; present in the moment; in more ways than one.
It’s kind of like feeling all the Ways God stands within Your Presence - and you’re experiencing the stillness of feeling at ease in all the Ways you are Held.
And a new frequency - is the depth with which I connect to the World; a concoction of intense clarity; soul-seeing connections and heart opening breakthroughs.
There is an intensity with which I am always experiencing my alignment - more and more and more of it. But I think I owe it to myself - to pause and acknowledge the vast difference between my past and my present. My Present is absolutely soaked in consciously experiencing my alignment with myself and the World around me.
It is easily experienced in my day to day life - which is VASTLY different from my past.
So while this new frequency feels absolutely chaotic sometimes - it’s the kind of chaos that feels healthy and alive - that Your Soul is reveling in all of it. It’s the kind of chaos - where you’re not trapped trying to get out of something. It’s the kind of chaos where you’re just experiencing how much you’ve changed moment to moment - by living it and experiencing it. It all feels new - no time to really catch up to it - but you’re just in this quiet high of experiencing it all.
One such frequency - is the lightness with which I connect to the World; a concoction of detachment; lightness and warmth - natural - it feels natural and free to me; effortless.
And a new frequency - is the depth with which I connect to the World; a concoction of intense clarity; soul-seeing connections and heart opening breakthroughs.
Right now, I feel a new harmonious experience emerging from a bonding of these 2 unique frequencies of mine.
He stands beside me in SILENCE & nothing else
Yet His Presence is the only PALPABLE experience in the CROWD
He stands in His SILENCE
&
Yet His Presence Silences the Crowd
&
Yes, I love the Taste of His Essence
It has become an essence that in Its Own Will interlocks with that of mine
Wanting to bind to me as much as I want to be bound to It
&
…
She can’t help but feel like he’s bringing her back to life and He doesn’t even know it
Bringing her back to an Integral Part of who she is;
The One
The One who remembers;
The One who knows
That
Every Soul is a Human
&
Every Human is a Soul
And
She can understand again
Why His Essence feels Electric
It is the Core of His Soul
That
Is Penetrating All Layers of Her Consciousness
Till She surrenders again to Her Own Knowing
That in the Harsh & Heavy Depths of human nature - the SOUL still LIVES; the SOUL still persists; obviously and effortlessly in the FULL BRILLIANCE OF ITS OWN CLARITY.
And
Her Eyes; Her Eyes can SEE that SOUL of HIS how it LIVES; how it persists - obviously & effortlessly in the FULL BRILLIANCE of Its Own Clarity.
He is Her Reminder that the SOUL exists far and beyond any and everything else.
Beyond it ALL
His Soul PERSISTS.
She envied Him;
The Intensity with which He calculated His Moves on the Chess Board;
The Way there was no opponent playing against Him;
Rather a Player that was unaware that they were playing in His Game;
He twirls the Board on His Fingertips;
The Game always moving on His Whim;
She envied the Ease with which He always has the Game in the Palm of His Hands;
She envied Him;
Yet She adored the Ease with which He can rid HimSelf of the Game;
How easily He’d let the Game twirl right off His Fingertips;
And give in to the Raging Chaos of His Heart;
Giving up Calculated Movements
Opting for the Misdirections of His Heart;
Bound to End up somewhere;
Bound to End up somewhere … that was worth arriving at.
The days are flying by, they say
&
I say, let it fly by, even quicker;
More and more days
Till its the END
And
We enter into Eternity
An Eternity of Days where the Soul lives;
But I am already there I suppose
Where the choke-hold of a
Time-limited day
Does not have its grip on me;
For I reside where my Soul lives
And
The Air there is anything but stifling;
There I can taste the Ease of the Simplicity of Life
Where Freedom is the Core Ingredient of Every Bite of Life!
Cotton Candy Soft
He said
I was soft like Cotton … cotton-soft
And maybe I am and dreadfully so
- That it is the simple things;
The small things
That hurt my heart the most
That lingers a little too long in my heart
That cause my Eyes to become so easily teary;
But I gather that it is a Special Part of who I am;
That reminds me that while my Innate Strength; my Innate Knowing of who I am are Core and Integral to my Experience;
I am still Human to my very core and if you cut me … I will bleed
It is a part of me that grounds me and keeps human connection alive and real within me - and not just a fleeting and unconscious interaction
I am soft
Cotton Soft
I am human
Human to my Core
&
Beautifully so!
Created by - Chelsea Avasa Khan
